![]() It was more outside pressure, that maybe she wants or needs me to open up and push past my own boundaries. ![]() It felt like my last chance to say I love you was lost, but that didn’t feel like me. So, we called over Zoom and talked in video calls, only she wasn’t fit enough to say much back, if anything at all. During the pandemic, my grandma got cancer and passed away. I saw myself in that, in how I am with closer relationships.īut what really spoke to me is how Teenage Exocolonist handles death. And it wasn’t an immediate shift to a new person, but a slow build of comfort, the walls slowly falling as we fell for each other. I saw a lot of that in Tangent who, after a while of bonding and communicating, began to let me in. Just let me open the door when I’m ready. I need to go at my own pace, or it’s as though someone is invading my space and breaking down the walls with a sledgehammer. That’s something I’ve done countless times. Pushing for more just annoys her, so she closes up even more. Tangent, for example, is cold and distant when you first meet her - she isn’t affectionate, doesn’t get sentimental, and struggles to open up due to genetic enhancements that restrict displays of emotion. It’s not just apparent in the choices you make either, but also in the characters themselves.
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